WISHING
WRITTEN JANUARY 22, 2007
WRITTEN JANUARY 22, 2007
Here I lie in a place of warmth; thinking, as usual, of you
Reminiscing your kiss and your face and everything you do
The way you make me smile no matter how sad I ever get
The way you hold me tight when there’s a fight that we regret
My dreams have shown a future, something special I see with you
Reality tells me different, and my conscience tells me too
You aren’t going to be around for those dreams to ever come true
And I feel like I will be stuck loving you no matter what I do
I want to love you deeply, and for as long as I possibly can
I do not want to imagine trying to love another man
Maybe I am being stupid, too thoughtful, and too distressed
But I cannot help it, I am breaking down, everything is so compressed
I am trying so hard to live for the moment, love what I have with you now
But I am thinking of later when you aren’t with me; ill try and make avow
If I had the choice myself, I would come see you every day
Just to see you smile when I pull up in your driveway
Unfortunately, I have not been given those choices just yet
And I am scared you will be gone and with someone else you’ve met
I think I have fallen too fast, maybe I should have gave it more thought
Now I am just lying to myself, that heart break is creating such distraught
I don’t think it matters much, I will take the pain if I can have you
I would die for you, cry for you, and I know you would for me too
And even if it does end, and those memories we make are few
I will always have you in my heart, and know that we had something true.
Reminiscing your kiss and your face and everything you do
The way you make me smile no matter how sad I ever get
The way you hold me tight when there’s a fight that we regret
My dreams have shown a future, something special I see with you
Reality tells me different, and my conscience tells me too
You aren’t going to be around for those dreams to ever come true
And I feel like I will be stuck loving you no matter what I do
I want to love you deeply, and for as long as I possibly can
I do not want to imagine trying to love another man
Maybe I am being stupid, too thoughtful, and too distressed
But I cannot help it, I am breaking down, everything is so compressed
I am trying so hard to live for the moment, love what I have with you now
But I am thinking of later when you aren’t with me; ill try and make avow
If I had the choice myself, I would come see you every day
Just to see you smile when I pull up in your driveway
Unfortunately, I have not been given those choices just yet
And I am scared you will be gone and with someone else you’ve met
I think I have fallen too fast, maybe I should have gave it more thought
Now I am just lying to myself, that heart break is creating such distraught
I don’t think it matters much, I will take the pain if I can have you
I would die for you, cry for you, and I know you would for me too
And even if it does end, and those memories we make are few
I will always have you in my heart, and know that we had something true.