trail to follow again
Take me back to the night we met
And then I can tell myself
What the hell I'm supposed to do
And then I can tell myself
Not to ride along with you
I had all and then most of you,
some and now none of you
Take me back to the night we met
I don't know what I'm supposed to do,
haunted by the ghost of you
Take me back to the night we met
-GAVIN MIKHAIL, THE NIGHT WE MET
I can't stand to see you stand alone, follow my voice
because it's you I want,and you alone can make everything fall into place,
all i ever wanted was you, all i ever wanted was you,
there isn't anything left to prove, cause all i ever wanted was you.
can't you see that I've made my mind up, and it's all for you,
you never really understand till you see it close up,
but with you it was clear from my face,
all i ever wanted was you, all i ever wanted was you,
there isn't anything left to prove, cause all i ever wanted was you,
and i'll wait it out, i will wait it out, just to see you smile
-NICK WILSON, ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOU
Well, it may be a new year, and to all those starting fresh, I wish you the very best; but for me, it's still 2015 and I guess in my case, I've been stuck in the past for a very long time. It's not so bad, I'll find a way to figure things out at some point, just not today. Here's a few slow songs that end my 2017, they're sad and speak from the soul, but it's the lyrics that really hit home for a lot of these. If you've been reading for a while, then you might have some idea of what I'm talking about, it's a feeling, a feeling so deep, so exciting, so scary, and so vast, that there is nothing else to do except shut down and listen and maybe shed a few tears. Not in a bad way, just in a - I might not have shit together like I thought - way. Good luck to all of us!
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today, I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream;
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away, you'd never hear me say:
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every-single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all...
I'm really not fine at all...
Tell me this is just a dream
I'm really not fine at all
-GAVIN MIKHAIL, AMNESIA