Found out I could hook up my external hard drive up to the main tv and play my music so I was super pumped about that. Started with Disney music and slowly drifted to Armor for Sleep. Always makes me think of a certain someone. I miss him sometimes, and I've found myself wishing he was here these last couple of days. Not surprising, his company always made me feel better and I've learned in the last six months that it had nothing to do with our problems or the shit we put on each other, it was just a great feeling when we were together, that we always knew the right things to talk about and everything came so naturally. Sadly, you can't have what's definitely lost to you; no going back now, but I get happy when I think of him and I think that's a good thing.
Listening to Armor for Sleep. I have this Florida house to myself, sitting at the island, if I am reading this then I'll remember it. My cousins - Jack, Shel, Martin (her boyfriend), Michael, and his girlfriend Caitlin all went to Hollywood studios. I took a relax day, slept in until 10am, got up and made breakfast.
Found out I could hook up my external hard drive up to the main tv and play my music so I was super pumped about that. Started with Disney music and slowly drifted to Armor for Sleep. Always makes me think of a certain someone. I miss him sometimes, and I've found myself wishing he was here these last couple of days. Not surprising, his company always made me feel better and I've learned in the last six months that it had nothing to do with our problems or the shit we put on each other, it was just a great feeling when we were together, that we always knew the right things to talk about and everything came so naturally. Sadly, you can't have what's definitely lost to you; no going back now, but I get happy when I think of him and I think that's a good thing.
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Here I am, in the heart of Disney World, the place where dreams come true; where the imagination is infinite and the possibilities are endless. On the monorail to Epcot, I am hoping to find that happiness that only this place can give me. This trip is my first solo adventure into what has changed my life all those years ago. Alone, and surrounded by parents and their children, newlyweds, and retirees all looking for something; excitement pursuing the unknown or searching for an old feeling, a once brilliant flame that may have extinguished years before and may just need to be kindled back to life.
"If you can dream it, you can do it." Truer words were never spoken. I truly believe in that concept. It follows the same principles as "if you put your mind to it" or "strength through adversity" - Disney just liked to keep everything at a child's reach which is why he was so beloved by all young and old. His brilliance and his ability to bring joy to the lives of many shines so brightly here at Disney World that it is difficult not to appreciate every bit of genius that has been put into all of it. My solo journey has been everything I wanted it to be, scratch that, everything I needed it to be. For my second day on this vacation, I am in a place of peace, understanding, and nostalgia. It is only 2:37pm but I would say that today has been a good day, a day that I will remember always. |
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